Its my beloved mother's birthday and yesterday, I contemplated death....no,really I did. In the hopes that I would be reincarnated into something else or for once have peace of mind. And this is why I don't want to have children...picture If I was really serious and I actually ended things by my own hand. I go through hours of labour, ruin my figure, spend my hard earned money to give you an education and you lock yourself in a room and kill yourself? Give me my youth back!!
So mum, I love you and though I contemplate, I would never because I know all I have to do is call you and you will quirkily try to play counselor which may be seen as incompetent to some but to me its that light that I need to remind me that I am loved and needed by someone.
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